there is no word that i can say... i'm confuse, i'm dizzy. but i know...something happen in my life... after last saturday and monday life wont be beautiful again because of her... i wont to be here...i wish i can use anykind of poison like drugs or something...but im too looser to fuck of my life but,if i do that...if i use it, it means there is no GOD in my soul, where is my islam atraction??it is so complicated for me...please understand i just a girl...i can't make a decision, deep in my heart there's only one women who i can recieve...
geblek..............bikin malez!!!kelaut aje loe!huh!!
astaghfirullah...............please forgive me GOD.Make our faith,become strong, jangan biarin ane tidak tabah...
